I know I said I wasn’t going to eat. But I am so hungry guys. So so hungry. But I know the minute I eat I’ll have so much guilt.
I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I’m gonna cut it out and then restart
‘Cause I like to keep my issues drawn
It’s always darkest before the dawn
listening to love songs and laughing because they’ll never apply to your life because you’re too fat to be loved lololol so fun
Sometimes I wonder how my parents would feel if they knew my eating habits and my self-harming,
and I realize how badly it would hurt them,
and it makes me want to self-harm even more.
Talk about a vicious cycle.
I can’t focus on my paper because I just keep thinking how fat I am.